overwhelmed
People who said planning a wedding in four months isn't easy definitely weren't lying. But what people won't tell you, is that it may be the most overwhelming four months of your short life. If I had to describe the season of engagement and wedding planning in one word, it would be: overwhelmed. They don't tell you that you will be come overwhelmed by the never ending to do list. By your "budget" that goes completely out the window as soon as you start to spend any money at all. They don't tell you that the simplest of decisions will become emotionally charged and nearly impossible to make. That I would cry twice in one day about not having enough money to feed our wedding guests. That I would cry a lot about a lot of different things. That people you love ask about your wedding and when you say, "we want to keep it simple"- they act like you are committing nuptial crime. (Apparently my relatives don't like simple things) T...