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Last week my   Free Will Horoscope   said this: "I advise you to climb a tall peak and deliver the spicy monologue that has been marinating within you...You simply need to be gazing at the big picture as you declare your big, ripe truths. " While I am a little late to the game, I feel as though a monologue has been marinating and it is ready to be shared. Ever since I was younger, I have had fear I cannot explain. I remember not being able to sleep even when I was really young.  I would stay up worrying about whether or not my kids would be able to make friends at school.  When I learned about adoption, I was afraid that I was adopted and I would never know my real parents.  After 9-11, I had a dream that my mom enlisted in the Army, and I didn't let her out of my sight for weeks, in constant fear that I would be left alone. This same fear came back when I was a senior in high school, and was trying to figure out what in the world I was supposed to ...